Thursday, 19 March 2020

Mystery

har kisi ki koi khani hai...
har ko apni khani ka raja or rani hai....
hme nhi pta kisi ke sath kya hua hai..
agr koi aj aisa h to jroor uske peeche koi na koi khani jroor rhi hogi...
par wo khani kya hogi ye mere lilye or ho skta h apke liye bhi koi mystery ho..
ek aesi khani jo koi ni janta wo bs ek mystery hai.....
us khani ne kisi ka nazariya bdla hoga...



Sunday, 1 March 2020

JINDAGI OR PLATFORM

                            JINDAGI KA PLATFORM

jindagi mano ruk si gayi ho... aage bad hi nhi rhi, jane kiska intzaar h ise.

na mujhse kuch kehti h na kuch btati h, bas ruki si khadi h ek jgah par

jese kisi ke ane ka intzaar kr rhi ho.......par kiska btati hi nhi


jese jindagi jeevan ke us platform par khadi h jha abhi tak uski train ayi hi nhi...
bas khadi h apne stop par, train ati h, rukti h or chali jati hai.... par wo chadti hi nhi kisi train k dabbe me,
pta nhi kisse darti h, kyun darti h? ya abhi tak koi shi train ayi hi nhi jisme wo chdna chahti ho
kya pta bheed dekh kar dar jati ho , ya phir wo galt platform par khadi h, ho skta h jha khadi h us platform par uski train ayegi hi nhi.
 par use apne platform tak phochne k liye abhi filhal kisi na kisi train me to chadna hi hoga,
 agr shi smey par koi train nhi pakdi to us stop par bheed badti jayegi.
agr stop par crowd jyada ho gya to khi aisa na ho ki bheed use dhakka de kar kisi glt train me chdade.
(quki bhut der se khdi h logo ko bhi jana h...agr wo khud nhi chdi to log use chda denge, kuch aisa samjho ki khud se pta nhi kiya ki life me rna ka hai fir ya to ap logo ke kehne pr wo cjeej kroge ya apne parents ke)
glt train pkdna mtlb waps nhi aa skte fr us stop pr or jyada door nikal gye to kuch nhi kar paoge..
thats why I am telling you, jo bhi decision lena h jldi lena hoga, ese ek jgh jindagi ruk jaye to mano jeevan khtm.
agr jeena h to chlna hoga, move krte rehna hoga like heart beat, move hoti rehti h to jinda rakhti h or agr ruk jaye to.......


jindagi ko chlna hoga, aage badna hoga.....


Thursday, 6 February 2020

The Trap

kabhi kabhi hmari life me ek esa phase ata h, jab hme lgta h ki hmne bhut kuch kr liya or hasil kuch nhi kiya.....
hmare kuch dreams hote h unhe pura krne ka sapna dekhte h, koshish krte hai par ek point esa ata h jab lgta hai ki hum apne sapne tak phuchne hi wale h par, bar bar ghoom kar usi jgh par waps a jate hai jha se start kiya tha or again hme whi se start karna hota h, then this life look like a trap, aisa trap jisme hum fas chuke hai. hum isme se bahr kese nikle wo rasta dikhta hi nhi. jese hi us raste k kreeb ate hai ki bs ha ab niklne wale hai wese hi pta nhi wo rasta kha mud jata hai h or hme ghuma kr whi le jata hai ,fir lgta hai ki yar bas ab bhut ho gya jab bar bar whi ghoom kar ana h to q na jha h whi rhe or whi khushiya dhoondle, q bahr niklne ki koshihsh kre jab ana whi par hai,par fir lagta hai ki ek bar fir se last try krke dekh le may be is bar bahr nikl jaye,but again we came to starting position.
at that time of life we feel like disappointed, feel like a failure, useless, helpless, good for nothing and so on......
ap kitna motivated rakh skte ho khud ko, you know this is also a fact of life.
ye wo fact h life ke jise mostly log phase krte hai .you know dusro ka kehna ki stay motivated sab acche k liye hota h and so on...
ye sab acche k liye hota h but jab ap ese situation ko phase krte ho na to apke sare life k funde rakhe reh jate h, apko lgta h ki yar sab bakwas h akhir kon kab tak motivated reh skta h, 
ho skta h apke liye esa ho pr kisi or k liiye nhi, it depends on sitiuation and your mindset .  life me motivated rehna accha h positive sochna bhhi accha pr kabhi kabhi life hme ese mod par lake khda kr deti h jha se ye sab kuch dhundla sa lagta h, aisa lagta h jese ye bate srf kehne k liye or sunne me acchi lgti h, to isliye kha jata h, pr inka role nhi dikhayi deta jab life apka exam leti hai.
yeah! exam hi to h and its a tough exam, complicated and you can say that out of syllabus. ab is out of syllabus ke exam ko crack kiya jaye ya nhi????
par jha h wha bhi accha nhi lg rha quki aj tak apne dreams k liye jee rhe the ab jab whi nhi rhega to fir kya wjh hogi jeene ki.
is trap me se niklne ka koi to rasta jrooor hoga agr hum is trap me enter hue h to exit gate bhi jrrooor hoga
lets find out the exit gate together.......












Wednesday, 17 July 2019

A Struggling Girl

A Struggling Girl

This story tells about a girl who struggles between her family and dreams. she doesn't know how to face them and how to struggle in this situation. But she never gives up. she tried and tried until she doesn't achieve her goal. To know how she struggled in her life lets read it below.



ek ladki jo apni jindagi me apne sapno or asal jindagi k beech jhoojh rhi thi.



use apne sapne to pure krne the, par kisi ko dukhi kar ke nhi. agr wo apne sapne pure krti to use apne family se ladna hota or esa krke wo apni family ko dukhi nhi karna chahti thi. uski family ko uske sapno se aitraaz isiliye tha quki unhe pta tha ki isme kafi risk h. wo nhi chahte the ki unki beti k sath kuch bura ho.

wo use mna krte the, use kehte the tu pdai kr or acchi si koi job kr le ek bar settle ho gyi life me to jo karna h wo bad me krte rehna.
pr us ldki ko kuch smjh nhi aa rha tha ki wo kya kre.......use pta tha ki wo jo krna chahti h usme risk h or agr use apne spno ko pura krna hi h to pehle use settle hona hoga, koi secure job krni hogi.

ab use ye to pta chl gya ki use krna kya ,uske parents kuch glt nhi bol rhe pr problem ye thi, ki wo kre kya. wo pdne bethti, pdadi krti, pr use kuch smjh hi nhi ata. uski family use daily kehti "kuch kr le kitna time nikl gya kab tak ese hi bethi rhegi, tere sath ki sari ladkiya kuch na kuch kr rhi h, bas ek tu hi h jo abhi tak ghr pr bethi hai". uske parents kafi preshan the kyunki wo apni ldki ko independent bnana chahte the. taki ake jake jab koi uske sath na ho wo khud apne liye kuch ar ske.

usse dekha nhi ja rha tha ki uski wjh se uski family dukhi h. par wo bhi kya krti wo kr to rhi thi mehnat pr kuch jyada fayda ho nhi rha tha. wo pdai to kr rhi thi pr pta nhi may be uske mind me ek bat beth gyi ki wo nhi kr payegi..

use writer bnna tha, wo daily search krti khi magzine me article uska publish ho jaye. usne kyi newspaper me bhi contact krne ki koshish ki but no respose. na to uske article koi magzine me publish ho rhe the or na hi uski job lgi thi or pdai use smjh nhi a rhi thi.

ese me wo ldki bhut preshan ho gyi, daily jb bhi pdne bethti to ro jati, andr se kafi udas rehne lgi pr bahr se hsti rehti.
uske pas koi nhi tha jisse wo apne dil ki bat share kr ske na koi dost or na hi koi family member, jise bta ske ki wo pdai kr rhi h pr smjhna mushkil h or jyada time uske pas h nhi. uske pehle hi 2 saal kisi exam ki prepration ki wjh se khrab ho chuke the.

wo ese me krti to kya use dheere dheere lgne lga "she is good for nothing"
usse dheere dheere sab kuch chhoot ta ja rha tha. uski paintings, uski writing, sketching sab kuch.

use ab sab se chid hone lgi thi, wo  khi chle jana chahti thi, khi esi jgh jha koi bhi na ho, jha srf wo ho or bas charo trf shanti.

use dheere dheere apne hi ghr me ghutan hone lgi thi. wo bhagna chahti thi, chillana chahti thi, khul k bolna chahti thi, rona chahti thi, pr wo ye sab kr nhi pa rhi thi. bs andr hi andr ghut ti ja rhi thi. kyunki use lag rha tha ki wo kuch nhi kr pa rhi h, or uske parents uski wjh se preshan ho rhe h .

lad rhi thi khud se, jeetna chahti thi is situation se, wo pdai to krti pr pda hua sb bhool jati, ya kuch esa ho jata ki use smjh hi nhi ata. usne internet pr khoob search kiya pr filhal uske hath nirasha hi lgi.

pr abhi bhi wo lad rhi h, usne abhi tak har  nhi mani, chahe wo kitna bhi roye, kitni hi takleef ho use, usne apne htiyar abhi tak nhi feke
abhi thodi si jaan baki h, abhi thodi si jindagi baki hai, thoda door or chlna baki h, chain ki sans lena baki hai......
ab dekhna ye h ki kya use pdai smjh ayegi? kya uski job lag payegi? wo apne sapno ko pura kr payegi? writer bn payegi?

ya fr wo halato se haar man legi, bhool jayegi apne sapno ko or uhi andar hi andr ghut ti rhegi.

dekhte h wo iska samna kese krti hain.

To be Continued.........

Friday, 31 August 2018

Quote

Its Matter

It Doesn't Matter What world Thinks,
 The Matter is What our own People Thinks.
It Doesn't Matter if you commit mistakes,
The Matter is Do Not Learn From Mistakes.


Mystery

har kisi ki koi khani hai... har ko apni khani ka raja or rani hai.... hme nhi pta kisi ke sath kya hua hai.. agr koi aj aisa h to j...